Why Is It So Hard To Find Good Anime Why Is It So Hard For Me To Cry?

Why is it so hard for me to cry? - why is it so hard to find good anime

I had a difficult childhood.

I decided to take control of my life, however, and the life "better" for me in recent years.

For now I will break through ... it is really difficult for me.

I know I will mourn, and I'll cry, but just can not physically cry.

Is it because I cried so much in my childhood, I can not cry?

Thank you ...